2010 post was a little overwhelming, i think.
i will start smaller. this week, i would like to:
-go to the gym 3 or more times
-apply to one or more jobs
-eat salad every day for lunch
-call my parents/talk to my sister
-edit some writing and start to use one of the writing exercise books i already own
-keep an accomplishments notebook again, per the exercise from former career coach
-talk with dez about collaboration
-call paul to figure out what stuff he is doing, if starting something together makes sense
-order a Rio Grande catalog
hope you are all well...
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
new work
http://lucretiabrower.com/photo_alabama.html
I put up some photography from my trip to Alabama. Not the most brilliant ever, but I like some of 'em!
I put up some photography from my trip to Alabama. Not the most brilliant ever, but I like some of 'em!
Saturday, January 9, 2010
2010
trying to be positive while realistic.
seriously, something has got to give. certain aspects of my life will have to change so that i make time for myself and making things. i feel the composite of all of the parts of my life are maddening, frustrating, exhausting. however, i know i should feel excited, inspired, enlivened, hopeful in so many ways. and because i do not feel these things, i add depressing and guilty.
so damn tired of the routine of every day. rote behavior is one thing, but i am a fuckin' robot.
i realized in the jackson street station, on my way to work, going from the blue to the red line, i ALWAYS turn left at the end of the tunnel and take those stairs. While going home, traveling in the opposite direction in the same tunnel, i always turn right. in a way, it is smart because then i always know which train is pulling in without having to stop and find a sign. i am so alone in my own head, that i can't even bare to think about having to stop and read a fuckin' sign in the subway; a robot is what i am.
why don't i make routines and behaviors that make me feel better, be better:
21 days to make something a habit is what the experts say.
- eat breakfast
- go to gym
- drink water
- be happy for christ's sake
enough for now. have a good weekend. - hsieh
seriously, something has got to give. certain aspects of my life will have to change so that i make time for myself and making things. i feel the composite of all of the parts of my life are maddening, frustrating, exhausting. however, i know i should feel excited, inspired, enlivened, hopeful in so many ways. and because i do not feel these things, i add depressing and guilty.
so damn tired of the routine of every day. rote behavior is one thing, but i am a fuckin' robot.
i realized in the jackson street station, on my way to work, going from the blue to the red line, i ALWAYS turn left at the end of the tunnel and take those stairs. While going home, traveling in the opposite direction in the same tunnel, i always turn right. in a way, it is smart because then i always know which train is pulling in without having to stop and find a sign. i am so alone in my own head, that i can't even bare to think about having to stop and read a fuckin' sign in the subway; a robot is what i am.
why don't i make routines and behaviors that make me feel better, be better:
21 days to make something a habit is what the experts say.
- eat breakfast
- go to gym
- drink water
- be happy for christ's sake
enough for now. have a good weekend. - hsieh
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